Up in Smoke
It’s two in the morning, and we’re all running and fighting the smoke.
The smoke is so ______ that I can’t see more than three feet in front of me. I’m sweating and ______, and if my lungs weren’t black and cloudy, I would be screaming. Flashes, light, flames here and there, and for a second I think I am ______.
We run back and forth, side to side looking for a ______ out with our painful blind eyes. Things are blowing up in the next room. I can’t think about anything. I can’t ______ my brothers. My mother’s crazy screams can’t get to me. I’m ______ focused on myself: my life, to get out, to survive, me, me, me. I can’t ______.
Glass pieces, from the fist of a brave man. He seizes me first and ______ me out the broken window. My bare feet hit the ground and glass from the window ______ into them. Air races into my lungs.
I’m sitting on a sofa letting someone wash the black from my face. My family is crying. Why can’t I ______? I hear my mom say she thinks I’m still ______. For the first time I make eye contact with her and try to squeeze out a tear. It doesn’t ______.
I go to school, come home, go to my room, and by 5 a. m. I have ______ myself to sleep. I hate this new town and this huge house. The only thing that keeps me ______ is my sister and a Saosin CD. Because it never stops playing, I ______ start sleeping with it on. I don’t know if it’s the comfort of Anthony Green’s voice, or time, but sleep becomes ______.
I wonder if my sister hears me crying in the next room. I wonder if she is as ______ as I am. I wonder if to her this brick house replaces our old green house. In my heart it doesn’t ______.
I’ve shared with you the darkest of my life. I am much better now. I can convince you,______, that I’ve not perfectly recovered. I am still homesick. I sleep with a nightlight and often an old Saosin CD. The fire ______ me. It scarred me.
A.thick B.serious C.thorough D.swift
A.rushing B.crying C.hurrying D.speaking
A.conflicting B.escaping C.fighting D.dying
A.passage B.solution C.way D.door
A.worry about B.depend on C.hear from D.come across
A.rarely B.approximately C.naturally D.completely
A.describe B.breathe C.survive D.continue
A.pushes B.divides C.pulls D.drags
A.slips B.digs C.slides D.drops
A.see B.cry C.laugh D.shout
A.in shock B.in trouble C.in vain D.in danger
A.come B.do C.work D.pause
A.allowed B.informed C.expected D.cried
A.awake B.acute C.alive D.active
A.severely B.eventually C.slightly D.explicitly
A.harder B.shorter C.easier D.longer
A.homegrown B.home-like C.home-made D.homesick
A.compare B.pass C.imagine D.decide
A.then B.besides C.though D.meanwhile
A.inspired B.changed C.motivated D.polished