I lost my sight when I was four years old by falling off a box car in a yard in Atlantic City and landing on my head.Now I am thirtytwo.I can ____ remember the brightness of sunshine and what red color is.It would be wonderful to see again, ____ a disaster can do strange things to people.
It occurred to me the other day that I might not have come to ____ life as I do if I hadn't been blind. I believe in life now.I am not so sure that I would have believed in it so deeply, ____. I don't mean that I would prefer to go without my eyes. I simply mean that the loss of them made me ____ the more what I had left.
The hardest lesson I had to learn was to believe in myself.That was ____. If I hadn't been able to do that, I would have ____ and become a chair rocker for the rest of my life.When I say ____ in myself I am not talking about simply the kind of selfconfidence that helps me down a(n) ____ staircase alone.That is part of it.But I mean something ____ than that: an assurance that there is a special place where I can make myself fit.
It took me years to discover and ____ this assurance.It had to start with the most elementary things.Once a man gave me an indoor baseball, I thought he was laughing at me and I was ____.“I can't use this,” “I said. Take it with you;” he ____ me.“and roll it around.” The words ____ in my head. “Roll it around!” By rolling the ball I could ____ where it went.This gave me an idea how to achieve a goal I had thought ____: playing baseball.At Philadelphia's Overbrook School for the Blind I ____ a successful variation of baseball. We called it ground ball.
All my life I have set ahead of me a series of ____ and then tried to reach them, one at a time.I had to learn my ____. It was no good trying for something I knew at the start was wildly out of reach because that only invited the bitterness of failure. I would fail sometimes anyway but on the average I made ____.
A.entirely B.nearly C.vaguely D.simply
A.and B.but C.so D.for
A.assess B.fear C.enrich D.love
A.otherwise B.therefore C.however D.besides
A.understand B.appreciate C.possess D.accept
A.enough B.specific C.tough D.basic
A.survived B.escaped C.collapsed D.sacrificed
A.hope B.power C.courage D.belief
A.unfamiliar B.unbelievable C.unexpected D.uncomfortable
A.harder B.bigger C.warmer D.heavier
A.weaken B.strengthen C.sharpen D.brighten
A.upset B.flattered C.ashamed D.hurt
A.urged B.promised C.convinced D.advised
A.flashed B.appeared C.stuck D.crowded
A.notice B.hear C.smell D.touch
A.impossible B.important C.imaginary D.impressive
A.produced B.imitated C.invented D.spotted
A.goals B.efforts C.directions D.barriers
A.challenges B.strengths C.situations D.limitations
A.history B.change C.progress D.sense